The bright stars above me, the dark clouds below
I drip down upon it through friend and through foe.
Emmerse and self-cleanse all the fear and decay,
trail off into moonlight to show it the way.
Sourly tasting and craving the sweet,
I ran down the pavement with firelike feet,
the candy was good, it wanted more,
addictive, attractive, down to the core.
Apples not rotting and into the mouth of wildness
not caring of who was around.
One second was split, decission to make,
I thought and jumped straight into the lake.
Splashes of silver, blue and violet, it became binded
with passion and sweat.
I'll always remember the first time it swam,
continues, lasts, I know that it can.
Insane I Am
Insane I am.
People shout silently at my undesirable face,
I wish their unheard words would melt away.
Scared I am.
Tip-toeing boldly down the stairway to destiny
where lifelong nothing resides.
Stupid I am.
Holding on to air as it takes me away
from people who laugh and prey on me.
Strong I am.
As I look through tainted glass
watching you spin sugar with your bile.
Insane I am, Insane.
By My Side
I could start by saying you're my all,
my love and my life, the air that I breathe,
i'd never want to leave.
I could start by saying how much I adore you,
passionate and gorgeous,
no one can stop us.
I could start by saying you treat me right,
your walk, your talk,
you rock my body,
all day and all of the night.
But singers have sung this,
clichéd love songs just don't do it.
Words wont express the feelings inside,
how lucky I am,
with you by my side.
I feel poems and rhyme are all i have
but dancing with memories inside my head,
smelling our scents inside of our bed,
tangled and bonded,
This is all i need,
all i need forever.
Sparks and Stars
I want to breathe you in forever.
Inhale you into my body.
Like an addiction, I need you.
Taste my lips, dripping with love,
splashes of passion and softness falling on to us.
I want to pull you in to me,
play inside my head, dance with my dreams,
like an addiction, I need you.
Taste my mouth which screams of feelings never felt,
words just seem to melt
when i think of you.
Sparks and stars from my heart to yours
my sweet addiction,
sparks and stars from my heart to yours.
You are the answer I can't remeber,
the top, the skirt and the tape that i lent her.
You are the money that disappears,
the shouts, the cries and all of the tears.
You were screaming because of the pain,
I was screaming and going insane
for you are the thing i can just about hear,
the smell and the touch that keeps me so near.
You are the voices in my head,
the creases, the folds and the blood in my bed.
You keep me in control by sending me out of control.
You are out of control.
Time, it turns, it never stops,
we're players in it's game.
Family, friends and lovers
circling round the same
points of view and things to do,
we constantly change and grow
but the things you do
and simply you,
are all we need to know.
a fruitful heart,
are some of the things you show
to those around you,
to those you hold close;
love with a passionate glow.
So take time out,
some time for you,
you're truly achieving your dreams.
You'll still keep pushing as that's who you are,
memories bursting the seams.
Time, it turns, it never stops
but push the pause button down,
reflect on your past, present and future
for nothing can bring you down.